))

december's really supp0sed t0 be the happiest m0nth f0r me.
yet it seems i've managed t0 hit the l0ws.
again.

i've been lying in bed ever since i g0t up this m0rning
yet,
i d0nt feel any better.

the same giddiness in my head
the same dull feeling inside of me.

reading a w0rdy and m0n0t0n0us b0ok like 1984 isnt helping very much either.

i said s0me stuff t0day which i wished i hadnt't.

"when you finally have the pleasure
of saying the thing you mean to say
at the moment you mean to say it,
remorse inevitably follows."

h0w very very apt.

i really sh0uld build a wall ar0und myself.
n0t t0 pr0tect myself,
but t0 pr0tect pe0ple..fr0m me.

5:51 PM;

chris * i love snacking to bits.

we can stitch back those happy days ;



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